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Sheer Existence

by Sweet Peach

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do you know what it's like to shed your skin, to feel your insides? a sea you can't escape, a fear that knows your name thoughts running, over again I will find a way to escape this place I will find a way to erase my name and start all over breathing out, breathing in caving in, breathing out a cold icy chill out from my mouth but I still manage to breathe out
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I never learned how to drive or how to know when to break I just keep on going I don't drive because whenever I am awake I can feel my heart slowing I don't eat because nothing seems to be enough to keep myself from knowing no matter how hard I try I know I won't be able to keep myself from swerving off the road of where I'm going where am I going? should I keep going? just keep going... I don't drive because every time I try I collapse and disintegrate to nothing no highways, no interstates, no residential roads can stop myself from being afraid I don't drive and I'll never learn how I'll never go on tour
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you came over with me to my house to stay you weren't feeling the godawful vibe at that place and in the afternoon I watched the rain wash you away in three days I won't even remember your face but you've left something in me that I can't replace so get in the car as I forget your name god, I'm so sick of looking at lingerie let's go out back and smoke just to get away we'll stay up late as I try to exit the frame
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face to face with my mistakes caught up in my lies the grudge I hold against myself is ruining my life I am still a lonely lost kid created on my own face to face and toe to toe the beast I've always known you told me, "just be better," well god knows I'm still trying I fuck it all up every time my sheer existence is a crime and the whole world will be much better when I die I'm just bad luck and I still ruin everything I ever touch I fuck it all up every time sometimes there are good days still more miss than hit innocents catching the crossfire and I am sure not worth it sic myself on myself advance and then retreat cycle of frustration I'm the only one I can't beat but there must be a reason why all of my friends leave I fuck it all up every time my sheer existence is a crime and the whole world would fucking love it if I died I'm just bad luck and I still ruin everything I ever touch I fuck it all up every time

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released July 12, 2019

ALL BANDCAMP PROCEEDS FOR THIS ALBUM WILL GO TO RAINN

thank you to everyone who helped make this album possible and thank you to everyone who's ever given us a chance.

backup vocals on Everyone Needs A Song Called Untitled arranged and performed by Teresa Johnson. lordwholesome.bandcamp.com
backup vocals on Why Is The Fuck Is That arranged and performed by Kassie Lyon.
all drums arranged and performed by Pat Doherty.
recorded, mixed, and mastered at Stony Hollow Studios in Bangor, PA.
album art by Hanna Hetmanchuk corvum.artstation.com

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